A Thousand Lies ♥

2009-11-16T07:41:00.001-08:00

Sad story

2009-11-12T09:38:00.001-08:00

I wish I dont have hands so that Im not here and approved you somehow talked to you. I wish Im deaf so that I dont have to hear your fuckin' sweet voice. I wish Im blind so that I couldnt see you here. I wish I dont have heart so that I will never in love with you. I wish Im evil so that you could never wanted me to be your friend. But what I wish most is that I hope Im not in this world so that no one could ever hurt me and I will never hurt you too. ♥

I gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night

2009-11-11T06:57:00.000-08:00

I said to my mum that my spots are gone , then she said " yeah , its already dried up , but your nose is black HHA " and she's laughing at me , heh its because I used a black stick motherrrr ! Haha , conceler , so today my class had to give back our text book , and I just got the form 3 text book , shit , Im soon to be 15 ? I cant wait for holidays dude , huh , I came home with the stupid text book , damn its heavy , my hands are soo painful carrying it around , heh . Then around 8 Fariq called me , but I didnt pick up his calls , haha , after that , I fell asleep , around 8.30 I woke up and I showered . Eiii , my body are like so stinky , haha .

Sooooo , maybe this saturday Im going out to watch 2012 , plus Im getting my Aldo shoes at Alya , yeay , haha , and thanks to Baby for paying for me the shoes , hihi , actually I wanna meet my bestfriend Tiara this saturday but she's having her exams on this 16th November , so she cant join us , so saaad , huh . All of my friends invited me to go to fly fm party , but Im too lazy cause One Utama is like so far away from my place , heh . So Im not going , maybe Im going out with my girls , woo ! GIRLS DAY OUT HHA :)

Sweet Love

2009-11-09T07:47:00.001-08:00

For girls out there, I just want to say this to you. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU. The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.

And that is your TRUE LOVE ♥♥

Examination

2009-11-05T08:36:00.000-08:00

Hi guys , WHATSSUUUP ? Miss me already ? Auwwhhh , I already know that , HA-HA . I feel a little bit happy today , okay maybe a lot ! I dont know why , so dont ask me . Well well well , Mathematics paper , duh , Im speechless , haha susaaahhhh gilaaaaaa :o Maths 1 is errr okaayy , its easy , yeah because I use calculator , so yeeaaahhhh HAHA . So like whatever , I dont want to talk about exam , because its boring aite ? Yeah I know right ? So guys , I have nothing to say , actually I have a crush , big crush at this one cute guy and we are comment like we're couple ? Haha , Im happy when I know that he actually love me from our first comment , it has been a year ? Heh , no hell yeah , not a year , a month actually . I am really really happy when I knew that , who doesnt feel happy when a guy that we love so much , love us back aite ? OH MY GOD , Im speechless , but yeah , now he likes another girl , so I dont have any chance to get him back . Well , who is fault in this situation actually ? Me or him ? Him aite ? Yeah , because he dont tell me that he wants me , then how should I know ? Haih , my friend told me about this , actually his bestfriend told me , so what can I do now ? He know that I love him , but seems like he doesnt care , so Im so sad lah , apaaa lagiii :( Huh , enough , stop it weehhhh . I'll try my best to get him , heheh ^^

And hey readers , this is a secret between us okaaayyy , so shhh , hehe ;)

What is the meaning of L.O.V.E ?

2009-11-04T09:07:00.000-08:00

Ask yourself that , only yourself know that , so I have been finished a few of my exam's papers , Bahasa Melayu was .. err okaaayyy , English paper , wowwww so easy hahaha . I wish I can get A's . Agama , YA ALLAH o.o shitttt , susaahhh gilaaa . Haih , tomorrow I have a shit damn fucking difficult paper , Mathematics , Im sure I will never get A's , I will get C or something , heh . But lets pray , hope I get A's for Mathematics paper , AMIN :)

Ouh Im in love with someone , hihi ^^

I made it by myself , BELIEVE IT OR NOT ? Hahaha its ugly kan ? Eww , I will try to make it more beautiful than this , I will try kay ? But actually , its for someone , the only person that I love , haha everybody dont know who is he aite ? HAHA dont need to know babe , you'll know one day :)

I Love Cat

2009-10-29T07:58:00.000-07:00

How cute they are , kannnn ? I wanna slap you cat because you're sooooooooooo cute , adorable , wonderful & you're the greatest living thing from god , you can make me melt oh oh , heh CRAZAAAYYYY HA-HA . If I found you anywhere , I'll take you home , seriously ! I'll never let someone else to take you from me , hehe , AWW COMELLLLLLLLL NYAAAAA :-P

I really really love cat , I wish to keep a cat as a pet but my mother doesnt allow me , huh , so sad kannnn ? :( but its okay lah , my grandmother ada kucinggggg , so yeaaahhhhh , hehehh .

Sorry this post is kinda short , okay , heh , I have no hot stories to tell you today , sorrayyhh ! :S , but I'll write soon darla :)

Didnt go to school

2009-10-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers , how are you guys today ? Haha , I have one funny story which Im gonna tell you now ! Okay , here goes , I slept then my father woke me up , I look at the clock and its already 12.30 pm , Im like so effin late for school ! Gahhh ! So I quickly went down and iron my school clothes , but looks like the time is already 12.30 pm , I simply iron it slowly cause Im like fringin' lazy to get my ass up to school , but when I look back at the clock , its actually 11.30 am , okay , that is really embarrassing . Haha , I thought its 12.30 pm , haihh , then I called my mum and said " Maa , I dont want to go to school :) " with smiley , haha , but I have to study at home , its okay , I dont mind , but Im not study at all actually because I hate study , -.- urgh , my leg is really in pain you know , cause I've been caned by the school principal yesterday , me & my friends skipped class then theres this one teacher that we really fucking hate saw us skipped class , then she told the diciplin teacher , but before that I've told my friends that lets just go upstairs , open the book , and studyyyy . Huh , Im a scared-typ-o person actually , haha . But they dont want too , but then automatically , the diciplin teacher saw us , mulut saya memang masin tau awak , if you want to know whether it is salt or not , try kiss me , haha JOKING :P , huh , all the things I said will come true , but when it must be something with skipping class je lah , yang lain tak lah kot , haha . Then we got caned by the principal , berbirat ouhh , my friend's leg is already blue because of it , pity her aite ? Eww , the principal is being such a bitch , you know , her body is like shrek , especially when she's wearing a green baju kurung , pergh , so like shrek weh ! HAHAHAHAHA , go die lah deyy !

Ouh by the way , I just create a facebook account and Im starting to like it , at times , haha cause facebook can be a real pain in the ass sometimes . Haha , so do add me up people ; ekaamissaddicted@rocketmail.com

Haha , Thanks & Ciao Sin ♥

I'm happy :)

2009-10-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

I feel a little bit hyper today , okay , maybe a lot ! Thats normal lah for a teenagers like me right ? Hahaha , at last , Im so happy because Tiara and her ex is okay , I mean they're talking to each other now , and her ex is my bestfriend too actually , so who doesnt feel happy if their bestfriend are talking to each other after a big fight aite ? So now we can have our three conference like we use to did . Yeppy , haha , ouh and I just want to tell you , actually , Im a forgiving person , ceh ceh , haha but dont make me mad ! Seriously ! Or I'll bomb you till you know how high or low the sky is , hahaha .

Why You So Obsessed With Me ?

2009-10-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

Heyya bitchhhh , whoops sorry , but maybe I think bitch is the perfect name for you , haha . Why you stole my friend's pictures ? Ouh seems like someone dont appreciate their face guys , hahaha , ouh and I think you're just so obsessed with me , haha , because you put my name on your profile , eyucks , its so disgusting , -.- I dont make friend with someone like you , sorry . Please appreciate your face girl , whoops , I dont know whether you're a girl or boy , cause you use someone else pictures , hahaha . Stop being like bitch , you make me annoyed , maybe not just me , but you make everyone annoyed with you , so pleaseeeee stop okaayyy , gahhh .

Im just not in the mood , Im sorry for being such a slut that Im telling you my feelings in here , ouh how lame am I ? Whoops , sorry readers , so anyways , there's nothing much to tell you guys today , I woke up at 10 am today , yeah usually , I woke up at 1 or 2 pm like that , but today I set my alarm at 10 am , then I already awake , but then I continue to sleep cause I feel so sleepy , cause I sleep at 3++ am last night , yeah as usual , text , on the phone , text , on the phone , -.- but then when I wake up , I look at the clock , and its already 11.45 am , OH MY GOD , I bet my mum will be mad and mad and mad and very very mad at me , cause last night she already warn me to woke up at 10 am cause we will be going to Bukit Beruntung , my cousin's house , but I know Im not that beruntung sbb dah bangun lambat , huh , but luckily my mum not at home that time , she went to my sister's school with my dad and my sister cause my sister dapat graduation , wowww , congrats kakak ! Ouh continue to my story , so after that , I took my bath and then go to Bukit Beruntung , so I was sleep in the car cause it takes 1++ hour to go to there , urgh , how long yah ? Macam nk balik kampung , -.- HAHA :)

I Need You Like I Need My Pillow

2009-10-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

You make me so desperately inlove

I thought you love me because you always said that you love me , but I was wrong . Boys nowadays yah ? Sweet talker , urgh , you know , I love you more than the world , but I cant believe that you like another girl , huh . I wish I can be that girl , but it just only in my dream , cause I know I'll never be her and I'll never get you , okaayyy , I'll let you go for her , cause that is the best for you , me and her aite ? And she are so lucky because she have someone like you by her side .

Ouh and to you f**** , you're so lucky to have him , please take care of him . Trust me , he's nice and I am very sure that he will happy to have you by his side .

Dont worry about me , Im okay , and Im not obsessing to him , just I was shocked because he always said he loves me , and you know what ? Actually he is my bestfriend , and his friend , I mean Fira's boyfriend tell me that he likes me from our first comment , it happen long time ago , whatthell yah ? And I like him too , okay maybe not just like , I mean more than that , that means love lah kan ? He know about that , but he dont appreciate me at all , so what can I do ? Just let him go and let him happy . Im always here to support him and I will support with his decision because that is the best :)

Awak kalau tak suka kat kite , awak jangan cakap I love you kat kite okaayyy .

Urgh , I sound so nerd -.-

Forget About Your Girlfriend And Meet Me At The Hotel Room

2009-10-22T08:46:00.001-07:00

Hoi ya hoi , WHATSSUPPPP ?

I miss my bestfriend , Tiara , auwwwh I cant live without her , haha ewwww , dayymnnn , DISGUSTING , I sound like a desperate lesbian just now , eww haha , sorry readers . Well , she's my bestfriend and I love her because she always there for me when I need her , auwwhh so sweet , haha thank you sayang .

Ouh and Naim , I miss you too boy , where have you been ? Haha I miss you okay , ceh , Naim called me just now , he said sorry cause he didnt answer my call , and I said its okay , I dont mind , well saving sikit credit akuuu :P HA-HA JKINGGGGG , sorry Naim , haha . Ouh I have nothing to say , so sorry , I dont feel like to blogging and blogging and blogging , and now Im blogging cause I AM SO FUCKING DAMN BOREDDDD , -.-

Okaayyy guys , I wanna stop blogging now , goodbye and goodnight ;)

SCHOOL SUCK

2009-10-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hi guys , I just came back from school , and I didnt take my bath yet , haha .

I bet my mum will be mad at me :D

Haha , sorry mummy , I will take my bath laterrrrr , so guys , WHATSSUUUUP ? Oh by the way , you knowwww , Tiara shared topup with me , I thought she's going to share with me 5 bucks , but then I was shocked because she shared 10 bucks , OH WOWWWW , oh my god , thats why I love her , haha , but she said actually she want to share with me 20 bucks , but there's something wrong with maxis , but nahh , its okay , bagi saya 10 bucks tu terlalu banyak tiara :) oh and no matter what , I still love her , hehe .

Ouh yeah , I want to say something to this one particular idiot guy , gahhh .

***

What is your fucking problem loser ? I just went out with my friend , and you're jealous ? Whatthell man ? I dont understand youuuuu , go get your life stupid !

ON THE PHONE

2009-10-19T11:18:00.000-07:00

Heyho Readers :)

Urgh , what time is nowww ? 2.06 am ? And Im blogging ? Urgh , I cant sleep , thats why Im blogging now , I was on the phone with Tiara just now , she called me & yeah , gossip as usual , haha . Thats a real girls talk :) , haha , DONT NEED TO KNOW ! Then when we're done with our hot gossip , Aidid called me , with his 013 number , AND YOU KNOW WHAT ?! Aidid's voice is so like wowwww , garauuuu , haha , but still cute , dont worry Aidid , tak mcm bapak orang punn , haha , okaaaayyy , Im gonna stop blogging now , bye guys , love yaaa ♥

Hi, I'm fat

2009-10-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

Who cares ? Haha people all around me always said " Ekaa , kauu dah gemukkkk " , " Ekaa , you're fat maaan " . I was like DEYY , WHAT THE FUCK ?! Buta ke lu orang ? Aku kurus kau kata gemuk , shittttt ! But maybe they're right , cause I love to eat lately , haha , so whatever . Well , naim called me just now , from pakistan woo , haha maybe he wants to share a gossip with me , but yeah , Im too busy , then Fira makes me laugh with her stupid funny story , haha , so sorry Naim , but yeah I miss youuuu , haha , you can call me tonight Naim , because Im free tonight , but school starts tomorrow . Oh my god , Im just too lazy , well talk about school , final exam is just around the corner , on 3rd until 10th November , urgh , Im not study at all , because Im too lazy , oh my god , my mum will be mad at me , she will start nagging with " Ekaa , final exam is just around the corner , belajar belajar " , urgh , okay mummy , I'll study later , huh . Well , Im having my pms now , so watch your words stupid cupid , if you make me annoyed , Im gonna slap your bloody fucking face , try me ?

I miss my bestfriend , Tiara & Naim , why you all have to go far from me ? Especially Naim , you're at Pakistan now , deyy I wish you're here & will marry with me , OH MY , shut up Ekaaaaaa -_________- merepek lebihhh , hahaha

On 18th October , me , fira & my mum went shopping at pavilion , and when we were home , I was like so boredddd , so here , take a look at my damn fucking ugly face , haha

NO EDITTTTT ! HAHAHA

Im inlove or Im a broken hearted girl?

2009-10-15T06:49:00.001-07:00

I love the way you make me smile , I love the way you kiss me even you just kiss my picture , I love the way you smile , I love the way you look at me , I love the way you write my name on your hand and show it to me , I love all about youuuu , but Im just a normal person , I know I will never get you , and I will let you go , and you can live happy with m**a , thanks for everything okay , take care hunny .

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

My first love
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do

And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Oh, yes you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives had just begun

Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
I'll be a fool for you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Whoooooa, you know I don't mind

'Cos you
You mean the world to me
Oh, I know
I know I found in you
My endless love

Oooooooh
And love
I'll be that fool for you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Whooooa, you know I don't mind
And yes
You'll be the only one
'Cos no one can't deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My endless love

I'm a rockstar

2009-10-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

WHATSSUUUP READERZZXXXX ? Yeah I have a story , just keep reading :-)

I dont know whether you're a backstabber or what , but you know , before this I trust you HUNDRED PERCENT , but you dont appreciate it at all , and now Im still trust you , but maybe just half , sorry to say . I thought we were okaaayy , cause kita comment and all , and thats why I trust you 100% , I just want to be your friend , but why you have to do all this things to me ? Am I wrong ? Please okay , tell me what happen right now , okay lah , I'll be honest with you , I know that you hate me , but why ? Do you hate me because you think I take that guy from you ? Okay sorry hunnayh if you think like that . Oh yeah ? Okay sorry if I cm attack you tetiba tadi , okay Im sorry too , lets start a new life girl , Im sorry for all my sins towards you okay ?

Sincerely , EKAABUUNN :-)

A Punk Nightmare

2009-10-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

Whats up bloggerzzxxx ? hha I feel a little bit hyper today . Okay , fucking enjoy this very short life of ours , hahaha . Puteri Alia text me at 12.20 am last night , she said " You & your family are invited to Hari Raya Open House & my 14th Birthday celebration on 11 October 2009 (Sunday) from 1.00pm to 8.00pm " . And I was yeaaaaaaay YABEDABEDUUUUUUU ! hahahaha I've told you that I feel a little bit hyper today , hahhaha . So I wanna go to her house and partaaaay and CAMWHORE baybeh :-) hahahahahhahaha

SO

When Im still with Helmi , I ask him something

**

Me : You smoke ?

Helmi : Nope , takut ketagih . ( I was shocked , I cant believe that he dont smoke ) why you tanya ? You smoke ke ?

Me : Oh I dah stop b :)

Helmi : Oh thats good darling !

Haha I know I shouldnt write this on my blog , but yeah , Im so bored here zz -_______-

Magnificient Masquerade Prom Night

2009-10-07T12:52:00.000-07:00

Details Prom!
Date: 23 Dec 2009
Time: 7pm-11pm
Location: Sheraton Subang Jaya
Ticket: RM120 Early Bird, RM220 Couple, RM150 Door
Events: Bunkface, dj from Quattro, MC artis
For tickets booking please contact her :

http://www.myspace.com/fazsarah

Celebrate Maya's Birthday

2009-10-07T11:09:00.000-07:00

On the phone with someone haha, paparazzi take my picture hahaha

Aww Maya, thankssssssss LOVEEE YOUUUU ♥

Me, Maya and Fira

Fira, Me, Adira, Maya, Ninie, Buzz, Ated(budak kecik tu haha) and Ziqrie

Oh today is the best day , hang out with SAHAJA members , Ninie , Helmi Hanan , Arif Villa , Yein , Fira etc , I cant remember all of them , pfffft . We ate at Pizzahut , to celebrate Maya's birthday . It is Qimie's plan , when Maya call us , we were not allowed to answer her call , because Qimie said " dont pick up the phone please guys " HA-HA okay I admit Qimie is a sweet guy actually , seriously ! Hahaahaha then Maya go to Pizzahut and lepak-ing with us , haha then we sing Happy Birthday song , AWW so sweet kan ? Hahhahahhahaha Happy Eighteenth Birthday Maya , love ya :)

Oh haha Helmi's friend do not join us , haha

I bet she's going to kill me HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Yeah jealous punya pasal kan ? HAHHAHAAHHAHA . Why you so obsessed with him ? You want him ? Okay take him bustard , I dont care at all . Dont be so stupid just because of one guy okay girl ? Gahhhh , you just wasting my time you know . I try to be nice to you , and this is what you repay me ? How cruel you are *** ? I dont understand people nowadays , I try to be nice to you , I treat you like a princess , HAHA I think ! Hahahahaa but you treat me like hell ? Erghhh , okay enough , stop it . I dont know what to do now , just get lost okay ? Shoo shoo .

Learn About Love

2009-10-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

I just wanna say this to my bestfriend , you know , actually you dont really understand about love , you have to learn more about love kay ? GROW UP ! GROW UP ! Pleaseeee , cant you see that I just want to help you , OPEN YOUR EYES DARLING ! I do this cause I love you as my bestfriend , its not I want to backup your ex , ( yeah I know she is my bestfriend too ) , but I JUST WANT TO HELP YOU ! Give her a last chance to be your friend back , and I'll happy if you do that thing . Seriously dude ! So please think about it twice okay ? I'll be happy with your decision :)

S O G U E S S W H A T ?

Ajam and I now is already okaaaayy , wooo Im happy for that . Its not fun if the things go on like this kaaan ? Gaduuuuh je always , cm byk lagi kerja lain kena buat selain gaduh . So I've made my decision to say sorry to him and he said okaaay , and now we are friend . Okay thats a good news for me , thanks for making a smile on my face friend :) So since we are okay , I think we can hang out together and call him " alien " and laugh like a crazy dog ? HHA Dao tell me that we can call Ajam " alien " , and I know why he called Ajam " alien " , but I cant tell you , its a secret between us kan big brothaaa ? *~~censored~~* Hahhhahahah okay , Im gonna stop blogging now , bye guys , see ya :)

By the way , goodluck to PMR candidates . Do your best ! I'll pray for you all , hope korang dpt soalan bocor , AMIN ! HAHHAHHAHAHA

Love Game

2009-10-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

Look into your heart

And you find love love love love :)

I miss my darling sobsob

Tiara Aida Zulaikha ♥
Farah Alisya Yusra
Helmi Hanan
Muhammad Naim

H E L L - O R E A D E R S

Dear LOSERRRRR , can you please stop comment me at myspace with those stupid things that I really really hate like

" Hey you :) do comment my new picture . Thanks . I'll hit you back " .

Whatthell ? Nahh , who are you to ask me to comment your picture , you're not the king , you're not popular like a Hollywood artist , you're not Zac Efron , the cutest guy I've ever seen , AWW I love youuuu Zac Efron , aww aww aww . Gahhh stop it ekaa ! Geez , well I hate people like that . So watch out guys .

OH EMM GEE !

SELENA GOMEZ IS SO HOT !

IM GONNA KILL HER , WOOOO I ADORE HER !

Happy Fifteenth Birthday Farah Alisya Yusra !

2009-10-05T23:51:00.000-07:00

From left , me , Sheera and Alisya

Well on 2nd October was Alisya's birthday ( sorry for the late wishes hunny ) She's my cousin , and Im starting close with her since last year . And I remember that time we were at Auntie Ina's house I guess , nahh I dont remember , haha but that time Alisya was so fat , seriously ! But Im really really shocked because last year when I met her , YOU KNOW WHAT , she looks so skinny , ehem ehem I mean she's skinny like me lah HAHAHHAH , and you know what makes I love her so much ? Because she always make me laugh like a desperate person who doesnt laugh for like 100 years ? Hahaha and I have a story , haha last year at her grandma's house , her cousin from Kedah or Kelantan ? Gahhhh , I dont remember -.- his name is Adril/Ali , haha sumpah poyo gila kan mamat tu isya ? Hahaha then alisya told me that Ali wants to flirt with her HAHAHA , I cant stop laughing you know , then alisya said " geli lah cousin nak flirt dgn cousin sendiri " , hahah I laugh so hard when I think about it now , hha okay stop it , shut my mouth -_________- I always share my story with her , its all about her boyfriend's friend , means her friend too , but now Im okay with her friend . She's nice to everyone , but shit , sometimes she act like asshole you know . Hahahaha but whatever it is , I still love her with all my heart , forever and ever :)

Do I sounds like a lesbian girl ? HAHAHA

I love youuuuuu ♥

Drunk

2009-10-05T22:59:00.000-07:00

Heyho guys !

I have a new story , its about one girl . Gahhh , just read it okay ? Then you'll know about the story .

Dear ***** ( sorry , I cant tell you her name )

You always share your story with me , and its all about your boyfie , but at the same time , I know that you just want to hurt me . Its like you want me to say " oh you're so fucked up bitch , Im so jealous " but actually Im not -.- Seriously , I dont care at all , he's just my friend , so I think theres no reason for me to be jealous aite . You are my friend and he is my friend too . Can you make anymore obvious that you want to hurt my feelings ? Gahhh , but I'll never disturb your relationship , and what can I get if I do that huh ? Okay lah if I do that then I can get a big bungalow with a big swimming pool , and a Mercedes , I mean Mercedes car , not Mercedes mini bus -.- zz hahaha . And get a lot money and shopping whenever I want . Nahh , if I do that and I can get all of that , sure I'll happy with what I do , and no regrets . HA-HA , I know Im too cruel sometimes , but seriously , theres no reason for me to be jealous with you and your boyfie . As long as you're happy , and Im happy too :)

I Want Them

2009-10-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

1 : Amelia Triple Strap Wedge from forever21 (DARK GREY) $27.80
2 : Cage Platform Wedge from forever21 (BLACK) $13.99
3 : Tango Rosette Pumps from forever21 (BLACK) $24.80
4 : Erin Sequin Pump from forever21 (BLACK) $19.80 NEW

I want them for my prom night

I Want This Dress

2009-10-05T04:10:00.000-07:00

Click the picture to get a large picture

I need a man that can buy me this dress , I want this dress so badly , and maybe I can wear it at Masquerade Prom Night ? Oh its so beautiful ♥

So That's The End Of Our Story

2009-10-05T01:05:00.000-07:00

Oh guys , Helmi and I are friend right now , we broke up last night , and the reason is Im not ready for the serious relationship . No seriously ! Im not ready , besides Im still small . So Im not suite for him . Maybe I should think about my future first , I have to study cause I will be facing a big exam next year , Oh my god , Im so scared right now , god please help me .

Gahhh , lets forget about PMR for a while , lets enjoy baybeh .

Magnificent Masquerade '09 , COMING SOON IN DECEMBER 2009
Come on , join us

I Know You Want Me

2009-10-04T21:06:00.000-07:00

Its a very sad story

Last friday was my training teacher's last day at school . She had her Raya open house yesterday and invited all of us , so I asked my mum to send me to her house . When I arrived , my friend , Maaveena waited for me downstairs . My teacher live at the apartmen cause she be here temporarily only .

Actually she's studying at Petaling Jaya and her hometown is at Melaka . She's here cause she's teaching us English .

So when I reached there , most of my friends have already arrived . I enjoy eating and talking to my friends and my teacher . And then Syazni and " the gang " want to go home , but Lamatul and Maaveena still at teacher's house , they accompany me , haha so sweet . So we watched dvd at our teacher's laptop , and talking and keep talking , and teacher's friend invite her student , her student name is , what eh ? I forgot his name , haha , yahh I remember , his name is Kah Weng , maybe ? Hahaha , gahhh whatever . Uhhh , Kah Weng is so handsome , but he's chinese . So I cant flirt with him , we are Malays , so we are suite with Malay boys , perhaps . Haha , by the way , we are going to miss our great awesome teacher . Luckily I have her phone number , so I can contact her when I miss her HA-HA . At 6.30 pm , I call my mum to pick me up , and I hugged my teacher cause that is the last day Im gonna see her .

Im going to miss you teacher , sobsob .

I love you Nur Riza! <3

Love Story

2009-09-28T18:49:00.000-07:00

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

I love that song, haha. Hi, hello readers. Someone has stole my heart. Wanna see who is he? Haha lets go.

Helmi, he's the only one that can make my heart dabomb!

Syg, remember okay, no matter what happen, we have to be strong. I trust you, you trust me okay? Just ignore what people will say about us, they do that stupid thing cause they're jealous with us. We have to be strong okay b? Hold my hand syg, and love me with all your heart, and I'll do the same thing (: I love you so much b, dont let me down, cause I cant live without you. Thanks for everything b <3

I love you Helmi Hanan! <3

Im Sick Of Your AH-NOY-ING Attitude

2009-09-25T05:26:00.000-07:00

This is my ah-noy-ing sister, Fira. All I do is wrong in her eyes. But when she do the same thing, and I mad at her, she'll show her ugly tongue to me. Shittt, heh whatever it is, she's still my sister aite? And I love her with all my heart, actually Im not -.-

Happy Eighteenth Birthday Maya Maryati !

2009-09-25T04:41:00.000-07:00

from left, me, Maya and Ninie

17th september was the best day I've ever had. I meet my darling Alisya, Dao, Zatul, Tasya, Maya and Ninie Maya's little sister. They are the best. By the way, click here to see all of our pictures.

Anyway, on 23rd September was Maya's birthday, I know her since last year. She's nice to everyone, but shittt, sometimes she act like asshole -.- zzz I adore her because she's rock like hell yeah HAHA, she's brave to take a risks. Maya likes to hang out with some friends, i said friends, not enemy or some bitches out there -____- HA-HA

I hope you happy with your life, may God bless you hunny! <3

FUCKED UP

2009-09-11T11:07:00.000-07:00

My friend asked fatirah "ey, your picture is the same like EKA !" Then fatirah said "oh yeah? Didnt notice that she has the same picture like mine, I didnt even see her page for quite a long time though"

Boo hoo, all of my friends knows who copied who aite? YOU DIDNT visited my page for quite a long time? Pfft, then why did you commented all my pictures? Obviously you did visited my page. Oh well dont cry hunny, its a small matter and now you're crying? Im so sorry hunny, hahaha. Why dont you tell to the whole school about this? Then you cry like a desperate baby who doesnt cry for like 100 years? Urgh, you're so fucked up bitch -.-

PS : You can go to hell with your baby err eyra salim, gahhh whatever the name is, you both can go to hell okaaaaaay?

Somebody Call 911

2009-09-11T10:39:00.000-07:00

I love you, but you say Im insane? Hey, you should be thankful because you have someone that loves you. You can say whatever you want, you wanna say Im insane? I dont care anymore. Hi asshole, you should really appreciate what I've done to you , and this is what you repay me? Oh my god, for your information, you're the 1st guy that I've loved so much, and why do you have to do all this things to me? Look, I dont care who's your fucking girlfriend is, but you should really let me love you, and yeah, fine I'll move on, I really hope you burn in hell mothafucka, and if I have 1 wish, I wish you die in a car accident.

The Best Bitch I've Ever Seen

2009-09-01T18:58:00.000-07:00

The first picture is Fatirah and the second picture is me, myself and i

well well well, it seems like twin huh? Eww, PLEASEEEEEEE, please get your own life bitch, you are such a bitch, and rempit? Maybe, haha, what is your display name? "dak bek kOt"? Eww eyucks, hahaha sorry sayang, I dont want to be your friend but why did you put my name on your profile? Without asking me first? Nahh, you already know that I dont like you, but why you do that? Lol, you're so sweet. You are the sweetest girl I've ever seen and this is the first time people loves me more than the world. AWW, thank you sayang. Oh, well your picture, how nice sayang, I like it <3 sama mcm gambar I baby. Oh and your caption too. So sweet (: but can you stop copying all what I do? If you dont stop it, well I can do anything to you. I will kill you perhaps, because you're too much. Haha sorry baby ♥

31st August

2009-09-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPYINDEPENDENCEDAYMALAYSIANS

Sorry for the late updating this fucking bored blog -.- zz

Sadly, my father told me THERES NO FIREWORKS :( this year sucks, but the fireworks and all is not important. The most important is "kita dh 52 tahun merdeka". Yeppy! And Im so fucking happy for that, gahhhh thats a lie -___- Im just pretending to be happy

Kiss My Ass Bustard

2009-08-28T07:59:00.000-07:00

I made you think, you don't understand. All the times you didn't understand. I know I'm not good enough for you. I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet and when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep. And now do you know how much I miss you? I hope you know, I just want you.

They're all part of the list, things that I miss. Things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss.

Oh and now I already know who you are, I want to throw you away from my life, you are useless. Why are you in my life? Guys like you should burn in hell, and people like you dont need "rest in peace", I love you, but why you do this to me? What have I've done wrong? Yeah I know that you dont need me, and thanks for everything okay. I hope you are happy with your life when you are in hell. Goodbye loserrrrr -.-